Quest for Sufficiency.

Is it not enough?
That every day I take a puff
of that dangerous drug
that we dare to call love?

Will this ever end?
This ever lasting strife
to make something of my life
and not give in to the knife?

Don't make me laugh..
As if your petty lies
and falsely concerned eyes
could cut my pain in half.....

You never really cared.
You weren't even scared!
You were fully prepared
to leave me lying there....

I don't need you to be
forever behind me..
'Cause I can clearly see.......

My insufficiency...