Pain.

What is this sickening feeling.... It hurts..
I need to go somewhere....
Anywhere but here.
I need to breathe..
I need to know I need to see and not think..
I need to comprehend not because I want to..
But because it can't be helped.
Because it's so empty..
There's a pit in my gutt that just keeps getting bigger...
Something's not right..
I feel out of place like I don't even exist..
What's wrong with me....
What IS this.. All of this...?
In my dreams, I feel so alive...
But when I'm awake, everything is so wrong..
Heh.. I can't explain this.....
Nobody ever understands..
So that's what this feeling was...
This feeling of loneliness............